Video Blog Day 1: Finding My Voice - Giving Myself Permission to Shine, a 10 day challenge

As part of this amazing experience of The Sistership Circle Facilitator Course we've been given a 10 day Visibility Challenge.
I have decided to do a video blog (3-5mins) every day, sharing my thoughts and feelings as they come up and reflecting on what I'm going through as I connect even deeper with all parts of my soul through this process.

I've chosen this video blog because it scares the shit out of me, I feel completely exposed/vulnerable but this is what I need to do in order to find my voice. It may seem like I already have and certainly through the blog entries I've been writing so far I have been very honest and open and really able to express myself.

Somehow for me it's different when I have to speak it, my throat gets all tight and choked up and I lose the eloquence of the phrases that are in my head that I can write down.

So with that in mind I'm video blogging and the rules are that I'm not allowed to edit them, I have to do it in one take. These are my rules, this is my challenge and I'm owning all of it. The good and the bad and the feelings that go with it.
Big bright shiny love at ya!
Namaste
Peta

Here 'tis! (holy shit-balls I'm packing my pants!!)